Distance

Its now been a week since I've seen my Laura. I feel her, I know she is about but her distance baffles me. I doubt so easily and I am trying not to but her actions make it difficult for me. Perhaps she is taking this time to be away from as I suggested or perhaps I just need to send her from me as I did Amunet. Her anger to be dealt with on her own. Either way I send my love to her and hope she remains safe, hope she is not just jumping into this Daimon issue with researching all her options. Maybe she's even making a pact with him, who knows. I know I sense one thing and that I may have lost her, if not to him then to the vile ancestor that is him. Only time will tell.

There is an interesting character that seems to be following "my little coven" as he so put it to Aidan. His name is Thomas...forget his last name and really I dont give a rats ass what his last name is. I think he took an interest to my chylder, both of them...well, Amunet and Aidan anyway. I can tell by the looks he gives me and the way he says things that I annoy him and that's good because now I will make a point to annoy him. I am good at being annoying. He also told Aidan that I have him and Amunet on leashes! Short ones at that! Maybe he just has a fetish about leashes and wishes for a collar and short leash to tame his wild thing. Where he gets this idea? No clue and I really dont like him following us around. My Amunet has expressed her unease around him and so I have told her she did not have to go anywhere with the man alone again. Hmmm, did the leash just get shorter?

Aidan has been wonderful, he's taken me all over Vegas and everyone stares at us wherever we go. He's so handsome, my dark knight. He's very protective of me. I havent felt this way in quite a long time. The only ones that made me feel protected were Caresse and Nerise and even if Aidan is protective of me, he can never fill the void that is the absence of my mere and ma petit...ever. But I love Aidan, yes, I love him, his presence comforts me beyond words.