Relaxing and having fun?

The Roadhouse is finished...Cain, now I can relax. Care and I have been porting in and out of Paris. Im really leaving the apt decor up to her. Its not the mansion but its quaint and she loves it. I find it completely adorable that she will only change the decor in a month or so, so I'll just be an INNOCENT bystander. Let her decorate. Yes, I said innocent....I know its hard to believe but I really am innocent in many ways. Anyway, Care has been exceptional in all of this. I know its hard on her.

I've just been bustin ass on the rebuilding of our lives. And tonight is the full moon, I've been more cranky than normal, my senses on edge. I can smell everything, see for miles, hear for miles and I mean everything! Im learning my patience is still nil no matter how hard I try and the Kine still push and prod. I fear I may do something I will regret and so I will lay low until tomorrow morning. Double whammy with the full moon and it being Friday, the 13th. I really miss my dark and dank hole under the mansion. The cave is supposed to replace my dark and dank hole but its not really that dark and dank but its something I guess.

Had another fight with Annika. First fight I nearly killed her. I really hate being told how I feel or what I will do. She thinks that by being cute and sassy its enough to get her what she wants. Well it doesnt and she is replaceable, she is not vested in our family yet and in fact she's totally ignored Care and that alone irritates me. Nobody ignores my twin. Of course the Kine always justify their actions, she blames me for the silence between her and my sister but I simply asked her to stop whining to Care about my actions, she took that to mean stop talking to her. Don't ask, she's young and irresponsible so naturally she will find an excuse to blame anyone but herself for her actions. So for that I was called cold and heartless....which I am, I have no heart and Im pretty cold last I checked my temp. Seriously debating on her remaining in the horde, Im too old and tired for her type of drama. Then there's Care thinking she's won. Im not sure what she seems to think Annika has won but Im guessing she thinks won control over my emotions. WRONG! Nobody controls this vamp's anything, I simply found the Kine entertaining but now she's bored me to death. I will have to wait on making a decision until after the full moon, Im too angry with her to make a logical decision.

Well, the sun is rising, need to crawl into my coffin...