Well, it certainly has been a long time since I've scribbled anything down in my journal. I don't even know where to start. Its been chaotic, its been surreal, its been lonely and its been challenging. The destruction of the mansion has never truly been recovered fully, we did our best, Care and I , its not the same. Nothing is the same, everything has changed....everything. I don't even know what to write in this here journal everything is so different. Care and I have been going back and forth from Paris to New Orleans. Its been slow but we have rebuilt the Fang Mausoleum, and the Fang Roadhouse as well as our mansion is still in the works. We have also secluded private areas for Care and I to roam. We've even brought a few along with us for the ride. Some are very loyal and love us, would do anything for us...others not so much, most have become meals on the go as Jai would call them.
I miss Jai, I hope she's about. I know the last time we spoke she was concerned about my turning Care. I haven't done it yet but I will, very soon and I think my twin senses my intentions. Maybe its that she feels, claims Im distant but what can I say, I've been a lone wolf all my life. So why do I want to turn my twin into a hybrid such as myself..... power....no longer will she have her abilities to use on me in that state. Two, we have always been soul mates to one another, since birth, what I feel she feels, what she feels I feel and yes, if one dies the other dies. She has always had the ability to use mind control, manipulation and open and close her mind to me. I hate it, I really do but as a wolf those abilities are reduced and I for once can gain peace, maybe even Care will too.
Hunting has become a norm now, like I've said we've brought others along the way on our journey, some loyal, the others have become part of the herd. Those that truly protect Care and I are Violette, Blue, Chal and there is a kine that will join our little coven soon, her name is Annika. Little Annika, she is totally curious about me, completely awed by Care. She's a little flighty, not sure how she will fare but I have sensed her great resolve as well as her disciplined nature. She's very young so with some nurturing her development as a powerful vampire is a great possibility. The probability of it all will be her responsibility.
Let's see, what else? I suppose that will do it for now. Well, other than soon I will post pics but until then enjoy this....Eternal Damnation
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