Quiet Nights

I sit in my study where I've been the past few nights. Visiting Aidan just long enough to take and drain him carnally and every night my love for him grows deeper, he does everything I ask of him, no questions, no squirming, he willingly lays in my bed and lets me take what I need, what I want and for that I have vowed to love him eternally. The same with Amunet...oh, my sweet, sweet Amunet. She is sweet in so very many ways, she tastes sweet, she makes loves sweet and her voice is the sweetest sound I've heard as she lays in my arms and we queitly talk. Forever the one woman that has never tried to change me or bind me in anyway. She has been my true wife and she is the only woman I will ever consider to be just that. Eternally she was mine from the moment of her awakening. I remember when I first met her and I remember how Revan invaded her space, then I remember how she came to me when she rid her life of him and how she wanted my protection, she wanted more and I gave her as much as I could...now I give her my all.

So, my journal....now you know what thoughts occupy my time in my study. I love them and forever I will protect them, hold them dear. I finally know what love truly feels like.