The mansion is done and to introduce its new look I have decided to throw a masquerade ball. Amunet has been a peach and has handled redecorating all the rooms and bringing things together for this blood feast I wish to throw. Its time to build a new herd, time to do things my way. I've had it with traveling I want to stay here, stay put and be with my family.
Aidan has been exceptional. There hasnt been a night that we've been apart...his strength and protection astounds me. I have never experienced anyone taking care of me as he does. I feel both Aidan and Amunet. Amazes me as to how differently I love each one. I am finally used to each one's presence, so different from one another. It wasnt easy at first but its finally becoming second nature. I know when one is not close and I seem to get anxious when either one is gone from me for too long. Its almost as if we are afraid to be far from each other and so we stay at the mansion. I havent decided what we will do with the tavern. I dont want my Amunet to lose it or feel like she has to give it up. Maybe I will sit and chat with my love and see what she wishes to do with it. I dont mind her running it as long as she returns to me each night. I know Im being selfish, wishing her close but the tavern is just too far. But I do miss the flashing lights, the techno beat and the writhing bodies of mortality slithering along the dance floor. Should we turn it to another club? A thought....
The mansion is done and to introduce its new look I have decided to throw a masquerade ball. Amunet has been a peach and has handled redecorating all the rooms and bringing things together for this blood feast I wish to throw. Its time to build a new herd, time to do things my way. I've had it with traveling I want to stay here, stay put and be with my family.
Aidan has been exceptional. There hasnt been a night that we've been apart...his strength and protection astounds me. I have never experienced anyone taking care of me as he does. I feel both Aidan and Amunet. Amazes me as to how differently I love each one. I am finally used to each one's presence, so different from one another. It wasnt easy at first but its finally becoming second nature. I know when one is not close and I seem to get anxious when either one is gone from me for too long. Its almost as if we are afraid to be far from each other and so we stay at the mansion. I havent decided what we will do with the tavern. I dont want my Amunet to lose it or feel like she has to give it up. Maybe I will sit and chat with my love and see what she wishes to do with it. I dont mind her running it as long as she returns to me each night. I know Im being selfish, wishing her close but the tavern is just too far. But I do miss the flashing lights, the techno beat and the writhing bodies of mortality slithering along the dance floor. Should we turn it to another club? A thought....
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