Well, journal, my unlife has kept me far busier than I have ever been. New people as well as old friends have returned to me. Last I wrote I had just married Laura and her mother was causing us grief. Well, those troubles are over for I have rid the world of that demon, pissed off a few folk but she wont be bothering me or my wife anymore. That night remains vivid in my mind for it was the same night my Amunet returned to me and she witnessed the death of Aurora...gee, I dont even remember her last name night now. Of course dealing with the underworld has its cost and because of Laura's mother, Laura and I lost our child. I had gone thru the rigourous ritual of mortalis so that I could give my Laura what she wanted and the demon bytch screwed that up for us.
That night was a mess. Laura came home to a dead demon mother and a woman from my past with all the insecurity that befalls all the women in my life when another female's presence threatens their somewhat perfect world, Laura didnt take it with a grain of salt and losing a baby. Amunet, my chylder, my love, my creation returned to me that very night after a year of absence Of course our world is far from perfect but you know what mean. We still live in Vegas, in a penthouse at the MGM...we have the whole top floor as our domain and its great. I invited Amunet to stay there but she's left because of some small incident with Laura. My Laura...seems to have alienated her by interrogating her with questions of my fidelity. Of course I sleep with Amunet but Laura thinks I lied to her because when she asked me if I was sleeping with her, I wasnt. But I cant control the lust I feel for my chylder and when she returned after being from me for so long...well, I indulged. I know Laura hates that and that makes her just like all the rest of the women in life. She would just throw a fit if I told her about Cynthia, whom Ive known for years...she came back into town, Lucinda, who I just met the other night and my little blooddoll Darkheart, Ive had for years and really the only reason I havent told Laura about them is because the flit in and out. Cynthia she may see and maybe Lucinda if I can find her but Darkheart remains in a room downstairs and only joins me when she sees me completely alone.
Anyway, I wanted to prove to Laura how much I loved her that I did something that I am beginning to think was a hasty decision. That very same night that I killed her mother, I turned my wife. She is now my chylder as well and she is not adjusting to it. It seems to have driven a wedge between us and now she has the notion she can do as she wishes...because I do, she throws it in my face that she can and yes, she can but I wont put up with it. Its bad enough what I do...she's supposed to do as I say, not as I do...but like most chylder, she is fighting me. She complained about not having a year to adjust like Amunet, so what did I do? I suggested she take a year from me in one of our public fights. The next thing I know, she's asking about a baby...I'll never understand women.
It feels good to have Amunet back in my life though. I knew she had survived for her blood courses my veins and her essence stirred me every time I fed, it was just a matter of time before she ventured back. Laura will do the same...she may not leave me physically but she is apart from..I feel it but she will return to me as Amunet did. I know Laura's love is eternal, but sometimes my anger gets the best of me. I wont question our love again. I hope she wont.
Then there is Aidan. I have to smile thinking about Aidan. He is my newest..or soon to be my newest chylder. He's oblivious to it yet, he just thinks we're having wild sex. Never in my unlife have I thought of siring a male or even indulging in such carnal pleasures but there is something about this brooding man that I think will benefit from his turning. I know I will benefit. He's smitten with me and of course it helps in my seduction of him. I already feel him pulsing in my veins, stirring my soul. Tonight he will be completely mine. Finally, someone other than a female I can pal around with...and then some.
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