Unlife

Its been a while since Ive sat down and wrote. Nothing to really write about actually. Got remarried...heh, never learn but it beats being alone I suppose. At least now I have someone to share my miserable unlife with...it seems to make her happy and well, that's all that matters anymore. The last few nights have been strange at the Lust. Dont seem to have anything in common with anyone...I dont fit in. Does that suprise me? Not really...just my unlife seems pointless. Why did I ever think living forever was really worth anything? I mean, when Bianca came to me and proposed it to me, the idea was perfect. Become one of us...she said and protect yourself from your father. Ha! I never thought that "dad" would be gone and then what? So now I walk the earth, I ride, I hunt, I feed and I slumber. Its become dreary in every sense of the term.