Getting Back to Normal

Well, Care and I have made up. Make up sex is the best and she always knows what to do and I certainly know how to draw out the woman in her. I know what we do upsets the kine world but what do the kine know? They certainly dont know Care like I do. Some have come close and she may have even told them that she loved them but we both know the truth. She slumbers now and its near twilight. Soon she'll awaken and I'll get to see her come to life, we'll feed and I'll get to see her flush and beautiful again. She's amazing!

Im gonna head over to the mausoleum tonight, start my perching again. Its where I feel more like me...watching, waiting, taking...just like I took my last blooddoll...she is still frightened. As like I do with all my dolls I let them adjust before I allow them my presence. Took me years to figure out that actually meeting them too soon only causes them distress so I keep my distance some before I use them. As much as I hate it, I will have to start my hunting again...I've been disgusted as of late with my last attempt, killing her was a terrible and last resort but it had to be done. I saw it in her eyes that she would go insane, wanting more than she was entitled and past experience always led to the liege dieing and no minion is worth dieing for...none. Her humans were destroyed as well, they wouldnt have survived without her, causing me grief. Ok, so it was a while ago and now I have to start again. Care needs to as well so we will take this coming weekend and go have a little fun. Mere always told us not to play with our food...but playing with our food is the best!

Let's see what interesting kine I meet tonight, perhaps my next entry will tell the tale.